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[05 Apr 2006|12:25pm] |
so it has been over five months since i've written in here. i wasn't intending to ever write in here again but whatever, i guess it sounds appealing right now. i go to el camino now and i'm doing very well.. and it's kind of really refreshing. also, now that i go there i tend to avoid my friends a lot more often.. not completely, but kind of a lot. probably because our common goals no longer exist? or i'm just going through a phase. well my car is shitty and my love life includes everything minus the love, but i don't care because if you learn to not sweat over the small things, you'll learn they were all small things.
kay expect another entry in five months!
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[29 Oct 2005|02:43pm] |
i can see things progressing.
i'm not at a stand still anymore with everything going on
and it's not the most comforting feeling
but atleast i'm going somewhere
right?
okay honestly i can't take livejournal seriously, there's no point in writing anything and when i do write it's pointless. makes sense uh huh.
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| damnit |
[17 Oct 2005|11:28am] |
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i've been missing way too much school.
but this morning i woke up and my tounsils were so swollen i was practially chocking.
now i'm really dizzy.
either from the cough medicine or from just being sick or maybe it's the weather.
it's raining and thundering a lot.
and i'm about to go to school.
i think i'm going to re-think this.
ps. dear boys of the world.. it's one thing to be with a girl for eleven months and decide it's time to be friends.. but to want to stop talking for ever is a bit absurd.. this better not last long.
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| i need a calander book |
[13 Oct 2005|11:32am] |
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i'm taking the train to my dad's at 2:40 so i can take this homeless kitty that always hangs around his house to get fixed, and in exchange for that i get his car until sunday.. works for me. so last night i realized how lucky i am.. negative thing's just don't effect me.. i defiantly inherited that from my dad. akl;s sorry i feel obligated to write in here and i always seem to write the most pointless things..aklsj whatever i'm content with everything and ak;sjd bye!#$
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| upuhdata |
[10 Oct 2005|11:59am] |
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i got my license friday.
and everything after that is pretty much a blur. i loved it.
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| fuck;ls |
[02 Oct 2005|07:32pm] |
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i'm pretty positive i'm going insane right now, i can't stop thinking and critising everything around me.. but it's okay it has been a fun weekend. and fuck, i think i have a crush on someone and i don't know whyy. koas i feel lonely/don't kmnow what i'm saying aks kjhj bye.
actually i'd like to elaborate. everything has felt really unfamiliar lately, and i'm pretty sure it's because everything is changing extremly, and i'm not sure if it's such an uneasy feeling because none of these changes are for the better, or they are infact good changes.. okjasd.. also i haven't felt lonely in atleast ten months and it's quite an upsetting feeling.. kjas i just have really mixed feelings about everything. and i should sleep already.
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